Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Finally someone put me in their eye. Know that i'm there. Know that i do exist.

22/09/2009

Lol? No one appreciate what i did, not even to see what i did. from today onward, no more mr nice guy. =) Why am i there to care so much for? Care so much what i get in return? Hurt? Sad? Moody? yeah all together. I'm glad I realised that earlier, best friends? are just sweet words. nothing is true. =]

Monday, September 21, 2009

21/09/2009

Today it is a tough to go through, having a tournament at school, won by 49 marks over a team. Tough day tough day, exhausted, totally tired. Came back online now, saw someone's blog, moody moody moody, hoping to have a better friends, hoping to have someone when i'm lonely, hoping here hoping there. =) met good friends here. always appreciate them. Moody, exhausted, loveless...




Moody words are down here at 11:08

Friday, September 18, 2009

19/09/2009

Things getting nasty now, feeling what am i going to do this holiday? Hmm.. should i just continue what am i suppose to do and let go all sad things, or just be who i really want to be? Hmmm.. thinking through the night, life is tough for me right now, now the night is only the time for me to take a deep breath and make my moody better, still finding ways of making my mind busy, playing games is a good way, but this way will are just temporary maybe for 1 or 2 hours? play basketball is kinda good idea too, while playing for me is just one thought, how to get points.. xD it's really care free there. Now, i don't know what to do, every holidays there is sure something to happen, bad, i should before i act, well, going to plan a gathering too, for those 6m and 6u primary school students, good right? everyone is invite. =) 2:30am in the morning, still awake, received sad msgs just now, don't know what to do or say, just follow what words my mind appears, bad isn't it? My mind was damn blank. Shit myself, even just simple convince words also cant say anything. She apologise for her irresponsible act, but for me, it's over. Those feeling are way gone forever, now i just will appreciate those friends around me, the only thing i can do is to maintain what am i having now, although i have lost more then gaining this fking year!! grrrr hate this year, This year isn't me, isn't what am i suppose to be! Should have serious to many things around me, now i had lost so much then i regretted and it is already too late.










Words are down at
2:39am
Hoping to change to a better person in life.
Hoping my friends are back by my side.
Hoping to maintain everything now.
Appreciating my friends around me.
Do what i am suppose to do. Now! Sleep. xD
And i'm only allowed to WAIT for her to act. T.T
Friends and Darlings, i love you all. =)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

V.

You were jealous why dont you tell? wtf? Sorry is my fault, you didnt tell tell him that you care about that thing, why don't you tell? Why you keep everything to yourself? We are brothers, and you promised me that you express everything, now what? Losing so many things at a time. You think that feels good? NO, Totally not k... ==

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

This is what i always wished for..

Take a breath i pul my self togehter
Just another step until I reach the door.
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you..
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.

Sometimes I wish I could save you,
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
I won't give up 'til it's over.
If it takes you forever, I want you to know..

When I hear your voice,
It's drowning in the whispers.
It's just skin and bones,
There's nothing left to take.
And no matter what I do,
I can't make you feel better.
If only I could find the answer to help me understand..

Sometimes I wish I could save you,
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
I won't give up 'til it's over.
If it takes you forever, I want you to know that..

If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won't give up,
'Cause I'll be waiting if you fall.
You know I'll be there for you.

If only I could find the answer to take it all away..

Sometimes I wish I could save you,
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
I won't give up 'til it's over.
If it takes you forever, I want you to know..

I wish I could save you..
I want you to know..
I wish I could save you..

This song, for a friend. =[

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do