Too Little Too Late

First time i met her,

i felt something new, something that gave me courage and strenght.

Gave me a target to live on, to go on what i should ans suppose to do.

Light up my life, Coloured my world, gave me hope and susprises.

Had a crush, maybe, a little,

but everything turn bad, and now it is already too late.

Because something happened.

I ruined myself, my own life, i think.

i'm sorry.

Now, everything is over, should i start again? or should i maintain?

Confused with everything happening now,

Family problems are more and more serious,

i really dont know how to recover all this.

For me now, i had no more feeling in anything around me, it is really sad.

Numb, black and white, feelingless.

I hope to stay on and be strong, cause i dont deserve anything i always want it.